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Part of you spills out of me in these lines from time to time ...

You know, this weekend has been a roller coaster of emotions for me. I was annoyed by the workers at my sister's house on Friday which morphed into excitement that I finished part 3 of my story which turned into buckets of motherly love/excitement that my boy was home from his week away. Saturday I was just fiendishly peeved at everything. I felt out of control. Ready to cry at the drop of a hat. The works. Today I woke up and felt like I could take on the world. Like, nothing could stop me and I had untold avenues of expression opening up before me.

What the fuck?

Yes, I've been taking my medication. I haven't had such extreme mood swings in a while and it's kinda taken me by surprise. Especially the weepy Kelly thing. There was nothing for me to be upset over. There was no reason for me to feel like curling into a ball on my bed and letting the world pass me by for a bit. No reason. Yet, I felt that way.

I'm blaming today's mood on my awesome dream I was having last night. Of course, I can't remember all the really cool parts but it was insanely cool. It played out like a movie that I was watching that I narrated into a book. Holy Mother of Pearl! I want more of those. Action packed adventure ... gimme!

I still haven't posted part 3 of the story, despite the fact that it's written. Since this story is being written long hand I have to take the time to type it up once it's finished. And that just hasn't happened yet.

For some reason that is unknown to me, I decided that it would be funny to Twitter after having two glasses of wine. I don't even think it was two. Maybe one and a half. I think I popped off 3 or 4 tweets and then had to take a nap. My second of the day. oddmonster is just thrilled that I wasn't reading! Pfft! I have my next book sitting next to the bed. It will be read shortly.

I watched New Moon last night. I'm really conflicted about whether or not I liked it because parts of it were decent and pretty good and then there was one scene between Bella and Jacob (the scene where she confronts him after he's abandoned her and cut his hair. maybe? I'm not sure.) that was making me cringe. Hard. I'm not sure if it was the dialogue or the delivery but I just wanted it to end. PLEASE! You know, I want to like those movies more than I do. I think it's because I've been spoiled by Kelley Armstrong's wonderfully written Otherworld series and the way she handles werewolves and other supernatural creatures makes Stephanie Meyer's writing look like a whiny little girl's. Translating her dialogue directly to the screen isn't helping.

There you have it. A whole lot of nothing for your reading pleasure.

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everyone has ups and downs. totally normal!

also, have you tried taking st johns wart instead of the meds? i've heard things...

You know, I've heard things also, but I'm a little ... cautious ... about taking natural supplements because (a) dosage concerns and (b) possible side effects. Plus, I've got the dosage down on what I'm currently taking. 2 times a week (not everyday like the doctor prescribed) and I don't have any of the negative side effects or anything.

I know that everyone has ups and downs, I guess it took me by surprise because it seemed to come out of nowhere. It was like, BANG! Be a bitch-baby and cry like you mean it! WTF? That's not cool. Not at all.

I'm better now. :)

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